Meaning of Life- Coping with Thoughts and Feelings of Suicide, Anxiety and Depression
I once threw the question to God,
"what is the meaning of life?"
The answer I received in my heart was- "to live"
I was happy with the answer because it meant there must be a purpose to living. To understand this purpose you may need to know the secrets of who you are, why it is you are here and what your purpose is. The purpose of life is to live. To live in order to learn to Love, to melt in Love and to eventually return home one day, to your divine home in Love. This planet is nothing but a classroom (in a school of many classrooms), for your soul to learn to Love on its way home to God. Eventually you learn to Love in all situations of life (in good situations and difficult situations) until one day you are one with God in heaven like a wave on the ocean.
My experience with negative energy and negative thoughts
One time after a bad day I was sitting on the bus thinking that my life is really hard and tough. I was thinking, I really hate my life and that if I was to die it would be a big relief. My life just seemed like suffering. That was when I developed the completeness technique to build protection around me like a wall, allowing me to come back to my natural states of completeness and happiness.
Negative feelings and thoughts come and go. They are just illusions. You can even have fun with them and laugh when they come, or even when the worst happens. One day it may seem like things are too much to handle and that there is no way out, but it is just an illusion. It will always pass by even if it is slow moving like a black cloud. You just need a little faith and patience. Although you may feel trapped, stuck and hurt like there is no way out- you will definitely find happiness eventually with a little faith and strength.
When I was sitting on the bus dealing with these negative thoughts and being strong, someone else at the same time also experienced similar problems and negativity, except that person committed suicide the next morning. This was a partner of one of my work colleague. The same energy was playing on him but he was not strong enough and could see no other way out. It was quite shocking for all of us. I did some prayers and healing afterwards for him and his family.
What is the meaning of life?
To live and experience, and above all to learn to Love, anything and everything in all situations- is the goal of life. Life is a challenge of learning to Love. The negative thoughts on the bus were good because it helped me to realize my true self. We are a part of God, and God is pure Love. How does pure Love act in these situations? It just Loves- is happy whatever happens. Love is powerful. Love is God. Love has the capacity to dissolve and purify. Love sets you free. That person who committed suicide lost out on valuable lessons of Love because he was not strong enough and did not have enough faith and belief in God.
Difficult and negative situations come and go all the time. It is how you think and handle them that makes the difference. There is always a way to be happy. With acceptance you can be happy whatever happens. When the worst things go wrong I usually just laugh to myself. The secret is not to get hurt. It is only the hurt that is the problem, not the actual stuff that is happening to us. Normally you can take anything that is bad and find the good in it.
Think of your problems as being sent by God, as a divine play (Leela) to teach you something. This is completely true. I know exactly who sends my problems and I know how to handle them, with Love. All the stuff that happens in my life that I perceive to be bad is actually a blessing and very loving. It is fun. When you can handle the illusions that is when you become a Master. A master is above the illusions, becomes the illusions, can control the illusions and can take care of any type of negativity. So be free and happy. In the big scheme of things, everything is perfect and all is well.
